(a fiction)
I got my cell phone back, my house key, pictures and small things here and there. I give him two weeks to return my car.
Although we ended this way, I would say it was beautiful for the most part. That is why I am going to write out a real love stroy as a tribute to him and as a gift to you, my friends here...
It was unexpected! I did not believe or plan that I could truly love, in my present situation as a escort... It was so special that it was a dream come true for me. With him, I can be who I am as an escort as I am now, and I can be who I am as I was before I become an escort. Because our life has been crossed once before, a long, long time ago, in China. When he was just 16 and I was 21. We were free spirit! We were both virgin...
Thanks for reading. xoxoxo. Lilly (954) 557-3303
I emailed him today. (a fiction)
Kevin:
I am going to stop by tonight to get my things.
This is it! For you and me. I want to stop it so I don't have to call you and getting your voice mail. I don't want to know that you were with her... Yes, I know you had her since long time ago. I try to ignoring that. But I can't do it anymore that now it is out in the open.
I thought I can handle it. But it hurts too much. I can't lie to myself anymore. I want stop it once for all. You are still my best friend in my memory, but I can't do it in reality. I like you too much. When you hurt me, I resent it!
I would help you to buy the TV you wanted for your new living room. But knowing you will watching it with her, I would feel stupid. That's why I want my car back. I will pay you all the maintenance you have had for it. I know you keep receipts. I give the car to you for your comfort to driving with air conditioning. But not for other women to ride on it. It's not fair! You can drive your unair-conditioned car for now, since winter is here and lease a car whenever you are ready.
It is not about money. I am not rich as you know I have thousands of student loans to pay. But I am always generous to you, I try to make your life as comfortable as I can, for friendship and for love. I never expressed it before because I don't want you to feel that I am buying you. I just let you assume that my money is easy come easy go. But it is not true at all!
I want end it once for all, quick and clean. So you will still be my friend for ever in my memory. Please let it be as less pain as possible.
Thanks for being my best friend for the past year. I will miss you for that. I know I will...
Lilly
Thanks for reading. xoxoxo. Lilly
I hope that your wounded heart soon finds calm. - Ralph
(a fiction)
I got my cell phone back, my house key, pictures and small things here and there. I give him two weeks to return my car.
Although we ended this way, I would say it was beautiful for the most part. That is why I am going to write out a real love stroy as a tribute to him and as a gift to you, my friends here...
It was unexpected! I did not believe or plan that I could truly love, in my present situation as a escort... It was so special that it was a dream come true for me. With him, I can be who I am as an escort as I am now, and I can be who I am as I was before I become an escort. Because our life has been crossed once before, a long, long time ago, in China. When he was just 16 and I was 21. We were free spirit! We were both virgin...
Thanks for reading. xoxoxo. Lilly (954) 557-3303
Ain't ir funny---J.Lo
It's seemed to be like
the perfect thing for
you and me.
It's so ironic
You are what I pictured you tobe
But there are facts
in our lives we can't change
Just tell me that you understand it
that you feel the same...
This perfect romance
that I created in my mind
I will live thousand lives
each one with you on my side.
But yet we find ourselves
in less than the perfect sercumstance
And so it seems like
we will never have the chance.
Oh, how I wish this could be real
in the story of your heart...
Sometime I think that
true love can never be
I just believe that some how
It wasn't meant for me.
Life could be curl
in a way I that I can't explain
and now I don't think
I can face it all again.
I barely know you
But some how I know you what you are all all about
A deeper love
are bound that
you and I can no longer doult.
You touched my heart
alterned every plant of me
and know I feel that
I don't have to be afraied.
Oh,how I wish it sould be real
In the story of your heart!
I liked the way my heart
but you just set it free
emotions I felt held me back
for waht my life should be
I pushed you far away
and yet you stayed with me.
I guess this meant that
you and I were mean to be...
J.LO
I want this song to be our song. It is my favorite of J.Lo's, It become more so,because it speaks so well in the situation like ours. And I know the will understand each line better than anyone else. So I emailed this song to him. I want him to think of me every time he hears this song again...
Thanks for reading. xoxoxo. Lilly (954) 557-3303