I get most women will not find me attractive. I have crooked teeth, an extra small unit (thin and short), loads of body hair, thinning hair on top,  and weight 400LB. I down right am ugly. Hell at this time I am even sickly as well (nothing that can spread). I also have ED issues. I get I am not a dream fuck. I do not want or need the lies that I am.

I respect honesty. Truth is only about 10% of the ladies cum with me, yet a great many have faked it. I deal with liers daily in my line of work and I know the tells. When a woman fakes it is the worse. Not only do I know I failed but she thought I could not handle that fact. It is a double insult, the last one is about her opinion of who I am.

I will see a lady I failed to have cum again if she was fun and I feel other than my weak performance she enjoyed being with me. My last favorite I never once made come. In fact two of the three ladies I seen most I failed to bring to the big "O". My other favorite I did not get to cum until my third visit. The highest performance score I ever gave was to a lady I failed to give an "O" too.

I have never not once repeated with a lady I thought was faking. In fact once I got up, got dressed and left with out me cumming and lots of time left. It bothers me that much. My walking out mid sex bothered her so we are even. At lest I respected her enough to be honest, that is more than I can say for her. I rather just not see a lady that is going to fake it. It isn't I can't take the truth that I am ugly and a mediocre lay, it is the lie I can't take.