All of mine are things I did. Run a red light, tell someone to "Fuck off", taking some pills in very large amounts, let fear and anger rule me, acts of violence, cowering in fear, running away, drawing certain court papers, are my biggest regrets in my life. There is nothing I didn't do except telling someone I loved her before she died. The only thing I  would have changed if I could is running the red light. I would do almost anything to have not done that, but the past is unchangeable. Does these mistakes make me a bad person, maybe. I cannot be the judge in that.

The acts of evil I have done will always have happened. All I know is my failures made me who I am, and that person has value. If that value makes up for the pain and harm I have done, I don't know. All I can do is learn and grow from my failures, never repeat them, fix what can be fixed, and teach others what life what I learned so they can avoid them.

This is a depressing topic. I hate reflecting on the past as it is full of pain. Pain I have caused, and pain I have suffered.

 

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