Been catfished by a few unnamed agencies. I felt like if I walked out I'd be blacklisted by every agency, so I went through with the session mechanically, I'm not sure on whose part it must have felt more perfunctory.
Had a session where you felt like YOU, the client, were following a routine. I found myself recently DATY and I really didn't want to be doing that but felt it was expected. Not a hygiene problem, it just didn't feel right at the time. That was unusual for me, I usually love it. I kept reading her and trying to do what I thought was expected and not doing what I wanted. And yes, ladies, I did talk some and actually stopped her from doing something I didn't like.
The whole session, except for the cuddling, felt blah. Everything was there and done but half-heartedly. Maybe too early in the day for her. She has good reviews, but I'm not going to do one for this visit. Yes, there was no connection or chemistry. I could explain that, but it wouldn't be fair to her.
Sorry to bring this to the board, but there is no one to discuss this with outside of here. Why mention it at all? Because I have had good, great, mediocre and a bad visits before, but I've never been down like I was and am after a visit.
And I am aware that as an escort, I'm the one providing a service, but they just didn't feel into it.
I like to enjoy people, but sometimes I have to remember that I see newbies, & they're maybe seeing me just for the reference.
I've let them know that I didn't feel comfortable & to please let me know what I could have done to give them a better experience, but always get the "oh, everything was fine" line.
You can ask her how you could have made the session better for her, but it may have been a case of stress outside of hobbying, monthly, fatigue... Who knows?
Thank you for not posting a review immediately after. Maybe the next time will be better.
I like to enjoy people, but sometimes I have to remember that I see newbies, & they're maybe seeing me just for the reference.
I've let them know that I didn't feel comfortable & to please let me know what I could have done to give them a better experience, but always get the "oh, everything was fine" line.
You can ask her how you could have made the session better for her, but it may have been a case of stress outside of hobbying, monthly, fatigue... Who knows?
Thank you for not posting a review immediately after. Maybe the next time will be better.
Sorry to hear you're down...especially after visiting one of the ladies. It's supposed to be a good time, but sometimes it just doesn't happen like that.
In the past, I occasionally made the mistake of building up expectations about how I wanted a visit to go, before meeting the lady. But those expectations are all in my head. Now I try to live in the moment and connect with the ladies as sincerely as possible. Even then, sometimes she is not into it.
The good news is, you have many more opportunities to have the visit that feels so good. You also have some happy visits from the past to reflect on and lift your spirits. I took a peek at some of your old reviews. You visited Samantha back in the day. I remember my visit with her...damn she was a good kisser. That was 10 years ago, and I still remember her knocking my socks off.
Keep your chin up.
Might be time to take a break for a while and get some rest. Also if you came from the gym you might be exhausted from dehydration. If I see a provider after a workout I make sure to only take a shower after the workout. I avoid the sauna, steam room, and whirlpool.
The time of the day is a big factor. The worst performance for me is a few hours before going to sleep at night for a multiple hour appointment. I try to do those earlier in the daytime.
Yes we as providers are in the service industry. We should be able to put on a smile and be cheery and accomadating to the best of our abilities. But every once in a while someone enters my room that I just can't connect with. Could be for various reasons, but I can pretty much connect and get along with anyone, even a piece of furniture. Lol 
Sometimes though it just isn't in the cards.
I never do anything half heartedly , so maybe her lack of enthusiasm had something to do with that? When you are with someone and it seems like they are calling it in, it can seem lackluster and boring. Definitely a mood killer.
If I don't connect with someone I don't use it against them. I just say to myself, it happens. I always try my best though.
Been catfished by a few unnamed agencies. I felt like if I walked out I'd be blacklisted by every agency, so I went through with the session mechanically, I'm not sure on whose part it must have felt more perfunctory.
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