I have no quams about it, In real life, I have never had an abusive boyfriend or really ANY traumatic experiences where i was mistreated by men, So for me play talking like that is a turn on, I like to imagine being the slut getting used for sex. I think the whole i am the hooker your the pervert john is quite sexy!
I think as a teen and after i woudl even get drunk so i could have excuse to let boys "take advantage" but i think i just liked the scenerio. I later had a boyfriend even plan a surprise rape fantasy, We decided to do it when I was not expecting it.
He put on ski mask and rushed in and threw me down in laundry roo and held a sharpened jack knife to my throat.
I think that if you ever were ,molested, raped or abused by a man this kind of role play or dirty talk is not going to be safe.
I luckily doged bullets i just never had the misfortune of being a vistom in those ways, But i understand this line of work and dancing, seems to at times attract ladies that may have been abused....
I think for me it is fun but i have no past trauma that will be brought up by this sort of play. That is a place you must be careful of the ladies history,
read revies and if some the reviews state she will do it then fine, But i wouldnt ask them why they wont if they dont, I d be careful with that subject you dont want to make them talk abut stuff they dont want to ...
No i am still the same, I think I am so unbalanced normally, being bipolar,,,, and all, adhd.
I have come conclusion that quote un quote normal ladies, they get kooky when prego, because the hormones are off. For me i feel more centered than i do when not prego.
Where i hear stories of womens hormones raging during pregnancy, Cravings and moods. I am not getting any odd cravings I am eating more normally than when not prego.
Then mood wise my mood is way more even keel. than when not prego.
The bad news is that just confirms my brain chemizstry is certainly not on kilter NORMALLY, but i am already aware of my issues and do counsleing 5 times a month and am probverly more balanced than people with out mental illness.
but oddle I found whatver chemicals n hormones are changing they have actually evened me out, I am not lookin forward to after going back to havin to have meds adjusted every other month or changed it can be tiring. keeping thats in check. when you have a mental condition.
but no i am more normal now than normally. If that makes senses?
