I learned more about myself than anything else. I learned to like myself. I learned that liking sex and craving more than simple intercourse did not make me a pervert. I learned that all that crap I was taught as a child was a bunch of shit. I learned that straight-laced society fucks with your mind and tries to twist you into something you don’t want to be. The money I spent on providers was well spent, and much cheaper than it would have been to see a shrink. I thank God for creating the ladies of the night and opening the doors of sin that allowed me to escape the prison I was in.

What have I learned?

Plenty. Coming out of high school as a virgin what I had learned by that time was diddly-squat. When I ran out of college money I joined the Navy and saw a great deal of the time in Japan, Thailand, The Philippines, Hong Kong, Formosa, Mexico, and even San Diego. I learned plenty. I learned that "providers" were not all alike. Some were great and others just laid there. I learned that  they were not a lower form of life. I learned that if you treat them with dignity as being humans I was treated like royalty. When back in college I met my wife. I learned what love can be and should be but not many couples today know that. Many today practice what could be called "Serial Monogamy." Since my wife died, I have learned that providers can be wonderful women and if selected carefully (using ter reviews) and treated with respect can enrich my days and nights with on the clock as well as off the clock activities. I know that I am viewed as naive and a mangina by many who frequent the combative and caustic discussion groups looking for victims to ridicule. Guess what? I don't give a crap what they think or say. I know what works for me and I appreciate the joy my selections give me. Thank you ladies.