Sorry it took so long to respond, I was out of town. I was on the giving end of the BJ when I was uncovered. My bad I know. And yeah I am gay but I have a wife and love her very much. There is no way I could come out of "the closet" without hurting someone real bad. I know that if I get something and give it to her this is worse but I just don't know how to stop. I am not bragging but I know that I could have sex with other girls or men around my area but the only thing that gets it for me is a TS. I will always be safe if I see a TS again but there is always that chance even if you are safe. Sometimes I wounder if it's the penis size on the TS. I have a small penis and have a thing for good looking girls with big penis'. Who knows but thanks for all the advise.
I did what I considered the super bowl of TS' this month. I saw TS Melissa and TS Fara in LA. They were two beautiful ladies. I am writing this to see if someone can help me out. I want to stop seeing everyone. I don't want to offend anyone but I don't think it's because I am a gay man living in a straight world because I am not attracted to men just TS'. I think that I am becoming an addict to this whole scene. I have tried to stop cold turkey but always seem to go back. 99.9 % of the time I have safe sex but once or twice I have gone uncovered on the BJ. I get so worried that I think I am getting an ulcer. I check myself regularly but I want to stop. Does anyone know a doctor or counseling group that I can go to talk about my situation. I live in this secret world and I can't ask any of my friends for advise.
2 in a month? Been with 6 in a month. Find a girlfiend, TS or otherwise. Love them like you would anyone. Best thing I ever did. I am the happiest mf around.
Gone uncovered onthe giving or receiving end of the bj? I didn't know receiving uncovered was a real issue. Am I wrong?
The only thing you can do to stop the craving is to get castrated. Do you really think it is an option? You've already realize you are gay so just enjoy the secret little world.
Have fun...I've had women, I've had men, I've had couples....but being with a versatile ts is the best thing out there! Be safe
Sorry it took so long to respond, I was out of town. I was on the giving end of the BJ when I was uncovered. My bad I know. And yeah I am gay but I have a wife and love her very much. There is no way I could come out of "the closet" without hurting someone real bad. I know that if I get something and give it to her this is worse but I just don't know how to stop. I am not bragging but I know that I could have sex with other girls or men around my area but the only thing that gets it for me is a TS. I will always be safe if I see a TS again but there is always that chance even if you are safe. Sometimes I wounder if it's the penis size on the TS. I have a small penis and have a thing for good looking girls with big penis'. Who knows but thanks for all the advise.