Dear Diary,
 
 Since the tender age of 17 I have been under the spell of cock. The textures, sizes, and the voices they were attached to. I was fascinated. It wasn't until I was 19 that I place my curiosity to rest. The pain it had caused me was indescribable...I loved it.

With a unique stroke and certain lick up to the tip. I took a kin sense to the study of the male orgasm. Making a man toes curl and hear him whimper made me want to dominate their bodies more and more. For a while I thought that I was weird and placed in my head that I wasn't accepted. It was difficult for my friends to understand me when I said I wanted to be like the girls in the porn videos.

Jada Fire, Stormy Daniels, Skyy, & Black Cat. Just to name a few. I admired their technique. Their womanhood. So comfortable with being sexy and pleased. They were intriguing. Being with a women always scared me. I worried, how do I please her? How do I make her comfortable? A valuable lesson came to me after I asked myself these questions. How do I please myself...

Exploration of my body. The exploration of my own body was admirable. Using two of my own fingers to squirt out my secretions. A pointer finger on the side of my clitoris, by the other hand, my middle finger just 1 1/2in. inside of my Yoni. A slow circular motion by them both. Steady breathing. Nipple clamps. Licking my lips. Feeling the sweat trickle down my nose, my feet clamp together, and a shock wave goes in & out of my body. It was heaven...

Soon there was the hobby than my first film. I love pussy. I love cock. I can't get enough...

Diary, I'm a slut.

-- Modified on 12/22/2014 7:56:26 PM