Maybe too Much Info but it has a hppy ending

One happy  Octogenarian While I have commented before about my relatively newhobby or whatever term might be used to describe my pursuitto happy endings, I think some background info may be of interest to some of the over sixty guys.
First, I want you to know I didn't come West in a covered wagon. My story starts about 40 years ago when some cancer cells were seen in my prostate after a BPH. The doc put me in the "watchful waiting" mode. My PSA over the years remained in the "safe don't get excited range" until about 5 years ago when the PSA went up to 8.5 or so. After a series of procedures( whole body scans, biopsies, and other medical witchcraft) to identify a location to irradiate, chemically treat or excise the "cancer." Nothing was found and 5 weeks later my PSA dropped back to around 3.something. Back to watchful waiting.About a year ago the psa spiked up to 9.1. New urologist, without any additional tests declared that I should get a chemical treatment with Eligard (Leuprolide acetate) (spelling?) I showed him my history but he  brushed it aside and told me that at my age anything he could do would cause more damage than good. This was rather frightening and I let him give me the shot of Eligard and was scheduled to get a follow up shot 3 months later. What this chemical does is to block the production of testosterone. Sort of a chemical castration . Side effects included hot flashes, lack of any sexual abilities, deep near suicidal depression.When it came time for the booster shot, I refused it. I didn't want to live feeling like that.Back to watchful waiting. What has happened since is that my  
T level is starting to come up and PSA remains low. My sexual activities are more and more getting back to normal. Thanks to  
several of Arizona's favorite ladies my encounters are super! A recent duo to celebrate my 82nd birthday was great.If this message is Too Much Info forgive me. I hope it helps some.
I DON'T mean for anyone to ignore their Urologist's suggestions but if you have any doubts check with your primary Care Doctor--I did! I knew the risks. I haven't used any testosterone treatments and my T is slowly coming back up.