I don't think you're being an a-hole at all and I appreciate any and all advice.
I'm not trying to offend anyone. If here isn't a good place to ask, because now I'm blacklisted by the world, then that's just the way it is. If I ask and get an answer I don't want to hear, or don't ask, the outcome is the same for me either way: fantasy unfulfilled.I'm not quite sure if this is a good idea but I think I'd like to find a provider to do some drugs with me. How could I find one? Or maybe I should just banish the idea...
The idea in generally is not very smart/wise. A lady doesn't know you beyond her screening results. Discussing this in any form of communication will result in immediate termination of an further conversation. Chances are that she may give other ladies a warning via back channels that will make it harder for you to see any of them.
I second this opinion. Most of us ladies would immediately quit talking and block a potential client if this were suggested. At least I know I would and have. If you are wanting to experiment in that sense, keep it separate from the hobby.
Not sure if it's a good idea ?? seriously.. yes because sharing needles is always a good idea.. WTF
Uh, who said anything about sharing needles?
My drugs of choice do not involve needles. Never touched a needle in my life except the doctor's office.
Unlike everyone else here I am going to try not to give you the kneejerk response "are you fucking crazy" although that is the response a post like yours is likely to elicit.
There is a huge difference between looking for a provider who is "420 friendly" and looking for a crack whore or someone to mainline with you. and of course you could be talking something in between.
If you want to shoot up, I not only can't help you, but I won't, but if you are looking to do something less extreme I would suggest you start by looking for one of the many women who advertise as "420 friendly) book a session with her and then "in person" once you have established that neither of you are LE you might broach the subject about what else she might be open to.
Just remember, you don't want to parlay a misdemeanor solicitation charge into a full blown felony that will land you in prison, and neither do any of the women here, even the ones who might be open to "partying" with you. You most definitely do NOT want to be doing drugs with a hooker too dumb to look out for herself as when she invariably gets busted who do you think she is going to flip on first?
I have done enough drugs over the years to last me a dozen lifetimes, so I am not a prude, nor am I judgmental on the subject, I am a pragmatist however and going to prison is WAY down on my bucket list, overtly asking random hookers to do "hard drugs" (sorry, I can't think of a better term) is a way to both get yourself on innumerable DNS lists, but getting thrown in jail, while not a certainty, becomes VERY likely as cops LOVE to make drug busts.