From your reviews, it looks like you found a very nice gal recently, go back and see her.

In any case, be sure you always do your research and see only well reviewed gals.

Take heart in knowing that the vast majority of hobbists who stick to well reviewed gals are very satisfied with their results.

Consider the two alternatives that you face as well:  There is abstinence (shudder), and civie sex.  With civies you'll end up paying at least as much if not more, expose yourself to more complications, and you won't have the benefit of reviews upon which to make your choice.

On the other hand, maybe taking a hiatus is in order too.  Absence makes the heart grow fonder, after all.

I guess I'd say pick yourself up and try again before calling it quits. I've had dissapointing sessions even from ATFs. Just try to pick a good lady next time or one of your favs and go see them. I'm sure a great session will lift your spirits again.

Also, I generally don't do long sessions with someone I haven't seen before. I like to preview the service first and make sure that the chemistry is right between us.

Good luck and I hope you have better sessions in the future.

Do the research up front.  Don't be shy about reaching out to reviewers who have been with the provider you are considering.  I get PMs all the time and am happy to respond.  I also feel somewhat more free to be candid since my response isn't public.  

I've spent $1k on 1 hour sessions with providers and been dissapointed (thinking damn...I could have gotten a new iPad instead of waste my time on that...lol).  It's always a little like gambling.  Hang in there, you'll hit it big on a table....and then the good news is you get to keep going back to the same table if you want

Sorry to hear about the experience. Thank you for sharing it in a review though. Takes some guts to post an honest review like that. Hope it works out for next time. For what it's worth, I would always take a test drive before keeping it overnight.  . All the best.