You are so right.. and I had NEVER in my entirelife had an outage.. I did not appreciate or undertand the ads on TV for all of the ED drugs.. and thought "wow, I wish I had that problem.. I get tired of walking around like a teenage boy in my office, when traveling, etc.."

I made my 1st date appt.. and she arrived at my hotel room.. all was new to me.. I was shaking &  a nervous wreck.. and guess what.. with the condom, newness, nervousness. I could not keep it up.. she finished me off with a CIM BBJ.. which was great and all but not what I had expected.. I was mortified.. she was asking if it was her.. etc..  OK.. so on to the next date..
I was OK.. but she still had to finish me with a BBBJCIM.. huh? the condom , etc.. so then the next date (same provider as the 2nd). I couldn't get it up.. so once again CIM.. This was new?.. and after no sex for 12 years.. I was disgusted.. I had waited too long to start this up and had my body forgotten how it all works? Then I got a Rx for Viagra.. love it.. no problem since.. just part of aging I guess. and now confidence coming back and an absolutley lust filled great session yesterday with the same provider (my 4th visit) so now that's 3 visits to 3 different providers with no issues PV (post Viagra).. so now no more worries.. before I couldn't sleep I was so upset.. now all is fine.. it happens..