I began hobbying because I could not longer get myself off, even watching porn. I dislike any gonzo porn that is disrespectful to women. I tend to like the old fashioned porn where the actors made love, not slapped each other around.  And now that I am a more experienced hobbyist, I find I still can't get myself off.  I need a woman's touch now.  Oh well, better get my butt over the the ATM, lol!