I own both, so you can just wait until you come out here, and I will show them to you.

Of course, it would be more fun MAKING a movie than watching one...

Quote:  " First, if you found that person, and they were physically disfigured, would it matter to you?"

I would like to think that it would not matter, but as it hasn't happened, I can't say for certain.

Though, I will say this, in the course of my life I have only "hit on"/"flirted"  with two people, that I didn't already know, with the intention of something akin to romantic/sexual intent (I have joked with more people than that, but it had no real intent) the first was when I was in college, he had a severe limp from falling off a roof.  The second was when I went to bar with some people I knew, he was in a wheelchair.  So I guess that disabilities, at least don't bother me.

If it were someone that needed caring for, due to illness or disability, I think I would be ok with that as well.  I took care of my Mother for quite some time...of course I had to, I had promised myself at 8 years old, after watching my Mother take care of my Grandmother through illness until death, that I would do the same for my Mother...it took me a long time to do it, but I kept my promise, but then, I loved her so I could no less.

If on the other hand it is a deformity that involves one's appearance, I do believe that everyone has at least one, some more, feature that is absolutely stunning.  The kind of beauty that you can't will your eyes to look away from.  It can be something as easily overlooked as the arch of a foot, a shoulder, the way they move their hands so that they seem almost as if they are dancing, I was once awestruck by a woman's clavicles, and another's sternocleidomastoid, and that is just the physical.  When you get to know people, see their hearts, minds and souls....that is when you witness real beauty, and are humbled by it.


Sadly,  this may be the right place, but I'm wrong for it.
Of the providers I have met (I'm not actually a hobbyist, I work for providers doing webdesign/webmastering and taking pictures and such) those that I have had the chance to talk to and get to know a bit I have liked as people, but nothing happened of any sort of sexual nature. One that I had a chance to spend even more time with, told me she considers me a friend, I like having friends....so that's good, but nothing happened beyond talking with any of them.  I was told that, apparently, something could have happened with one of the ladies (I still say there was no indication of that, though everyone I tell about the events of that meeting tells me I'm an idiot.) "but, I had to be 'friends'", but given the choice I would rather be her friend than not, despite that it means there are things I may wish could be that can't because of it.

To Femaleartist:
I wish I could believe that is so, for me, but if my personal history has taught me anything, it is that I while I am many things, a hopeless romantic, a bit of a fatalist, and a cynic (both meanings), to name a few, I am not lovable or desirable...but I think I do still hope, I just can't believe.

Oh, one other thing Miss Artist, I would be most interested in seeing some of your work, if that would be at all possible.
I, myself, am a traditionally trained Fine Artist, a figure artist to be exact, working in colored pencil, conte, oils, monotypes, and in the last couple of years digital art, and do so enjoy seeing the work of other artists.