Hi All!

So I'm looking to meet a TS that can help me explore a rape fantasy that I've been having for a long time, preferably someone in NYC or who travels there regularly. I'd like a somewhat authentic scenario (e.g. for outcall I would leave the door to my apartment unlocked while I'm sleeping and the provider would let themselves in, tie me up, blindfold me, etc, similarly for incall but I would be allowed to get into the provider's hotel room or apartment and get comfortable before being taken advantage of... hopefully this makes sense).

While I have seen many great TS providers here, this particular scenario only works if the provider really embraces the role play and gets totally into it. Some examples of why I haven't found the right girl for this yet:
- Many TS provider's who aren't naturally dominant never go all-out (the session is still fun but they make a half-hearted attempt for a rape scenario, e.g. goddess ling is amazing but she doesn't like any kind of resistance).
- Size can be an issue. While I love taking large dicks, the biggest ones are a little too big for this kind of meeting (e.g. I can handle Rachel or TV Dani's size in a "slower" meeting but not for something so rough like this).
- Of course in addition to the right personality I'm being picky about beauty too, for a fantasy like this I'm looking only at the more sexier/passable providers.

So basically I've met a lot of great TSs in nyc but none perfect for this fantasy... any thoughts?  

Also, I realize maybe something like this is too extreme in terms of role play scenarios, so also let me know if girls just don't feel comfortable providing this kind of service (I would totally understand that too).

 
Thanks in advance for any advice!!