But he's the most beautiful person, and treats me in a way that would put most providers to shame. Because of this, I get school girl excited to see him, and I've never once been anything but absolutely attracted to him. I'm glad others have passed him up, and given me a chance to meet him.

Don't worry about your weight so much, and keep searching until you find a provider who makes you comfortable in your own skin when you're with her.

Good luck