if your freaked out then um, your not gonna have fun................so um i dont know, you woulda felt freaked and it was irkin your inner voice , you do know there are spedcific escorts i seen they write ,,,,,,,,,,,,,beginner friendly n they actually soecialize in makn you feel at bease and they are experienced, ................i have no clue but bein new why dont you find one a these ones? they must know how to help. it doesnt matter what the reason if your sixth sense is actn up listen, we smother our sixth sense when it heads a warning all too much ,m its an animal instinct and if somethin dont feel right, I say listen to the gut,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,you could have called and explained how scared you were and maybe she coulda WALKED OUTSIDE N MET UP W YA, IF SHES GOT REVIEWS, then the idea of getting pinched shouldnt be in your head , right? unoess, there are le that leak in and have web sites and are well reviewed, ? I have no idea i assume reviewed providers aRENT LE , . MAYBE YOU SHOULD WAIT SOUND LIKE YOUR TOO NERBOUS AND WHAT THEY CALL "YOUR buggin man!" HAHAHA. MAYBE WAIT WHILE LONGER , NO FUN WHEH YOUR ABOUT TO CRAP YTA PANTS N GOOGLIN MAPS N WHAT NOT BEFORE U VEN GOT THERE, I D SAY JUST HOLD OFF ALTOGETHER SOUND LIKE U R MAJORLY ANALYZING IT N ARENT GONNA ENJOY IT IN THAT MIND SET,