Life is a game, apparently I won't be participating in the game that you dish out. You are a feminist, and you provide. That right there is something that you want to consider.
You need something that you enjoy. Perhaps you should get a job in the nonprofit organization that you like. Those jobs always brings satisfaction to the person working there because it has a cause.
Hey, trilling is what trifling does. Life is like a box of chocolate, you never know what your gonna get. Escorting is like that. Girl, just roll out of here without causing a scene, please do yourself that favor at least.