Each and every single one of them. I never wanted any of them to leave their wives. Why?? I got gifts, money, things taken care of and some sex and then they went home lol. Why f*ck that up????!! I enjoyed the company and the arrangement. I only had one at a time but I remember when one of them had his wife go out of town. He had dinner and went back to his place for fun and a sleep over. I liked the dinners, conversations, hot sex and I loved how just sitting by one made him hard. It make me feel great and I actually started becoming very attracted to married men. As a provider, I went through a phase where seeing a band on a client's finger made me very hot and I gave it to him extra good lol I never set out to ruin a relationship. Please! That's stupid. I saw two crime shows, one where a married man paid for his mistress's home, gym membership and took care of her and she begged him to leave his wife and he ended up killing his wife! He's in jail for the rest of his life. Another married guy wanted to kill his wife because his mistress begged him to and he ended up dead when the hit man killed both him and his wife. The girlfriend went to jail also but this man had bought her a house, two cars, paid for every freaking thing! I mean WTF!!! I would have been the forever grateful mistress with an arrangement like that! I did not have it that good but I just was content being the side piece. I knew my place and what was going on. No issues from me at all. All of them told me they loved me and fell in love with me. I told them I hope that means more sex then lol.

I simply consider both SB's and providers "rentals" with hookers being very short term rentals and SB's rentals for a slightly longer period of time.

It's not really them, it's me. I get bored rather easily and the longest I expect an SB/SD "relationship" to last is a few months. Once either I get bored, she gets complacent or the sex just starts getting old, than it's off to the next one.

Amen!!