When I saw a lost control car speeding at me head on, my last thought was "oh God, you are going to let me die like this" I was overwhelmed with a sadness that I was not finished with my life.. God didn't save me from the car hitting me; but God was still in the miracle business and lined up an expert neuropsychiatrist to cross my path through one of my customers in my business! I should be disabled, but God saw it good for me to work for myself at my own pace. God lined up the best personal injury lawyer to take care of losses from downsizing my business and take care of my medical for a long time with insurance policies on 3 cars and my small farm homestead.
The thing that is common with life story is me, and I AM not God.Thank you for saving my life from myself and others! Thank you for saving me from hells I created! Thank you Lord Jesus for healing me! Thank you Jesus for taking my desire for alcohol! Thank you Jesus for having mercy on me when I was pitiful and pathetic on drugs! Thank you Lord Jesus for giving me courage to dream and create my life! Thank you for orchestrating all I need to meet on this journey! Thank you for always meeting me right where I am and taking my pain and shame! Happy Easter 2017
His dad was the one that did them to you in the first place. Who do you think turned you into a drunk? GOD, that's who. Drugs? Yes, God again.
God is either omnipotent or he's not. If he's not, then religion is a sham, and if he is, then he is responsible for EVERY bad thing that ever happens in your life.
Get me some rope!
Remember when that plane skidded off the runway in LaGuardia a few years back and the pilots managed to save the plane (and themselves) miraculously?
All the talking heads and passengers were thanking God for sparing their lives and Jon Stewart was the one to finally say it. "God tried to KILL YOU!!!, why are you thanking him? You should be thanking the pilots for saving you FROM God!!!" lmao
When I saw a lost control car speeding at me head on, my last thought was "oh God, you are going to let me die like this" I was overwhelmed with a sadness that I was not finished with my life.. God didn't save me from the car hitting me; but God was still in the miracle business and lined up an expert neuropsychiatrist to cross my path through one of my customers in my business! I should be disabled, but God saw it good for me to work for myself at my own pace. God lined up the best personal injury lawyer to take care of losses from downsizing my business and take care of my medical for a long time with insurance policies on 3 cars and my small farm homestead.
The thing that is common with life story is me, and I AM not God.
Now THAT's what I call omnipotent!
I am too old and wiser now to walk away with less than I deserve. You are not really affiliated with insurance, are you? Flip your alias in a private message to me. I think I have figured out who you are 
At the very best you can claim God changed his/her/it's mind about killing you at the last minute.
I guess God has a lot of time to kill, lining up a neuropsychiatrist, a PI attorney and all the other crap you claim God did for you, when all God had to do was to NOT put that car in your path in the first place.
You Christians and other religious nut jobs really crack me up sometimes.
I recall it so well, it was a very endearing term my clients called me.
I was baptized with the Holy Spirit when I was a child and I have felt spirit guiding me my whole life. Even at the depths of my addiction, I knew in my being that I was created for so much more. I couldn't save myself, but Jesus did when I didn't feel worthy or deserving of love and help. Holy encounters through people with a Christ consciousness have guided and helped me. I am aware and in tune with my gifts of intuition. I am an energy reader and free spirit; hardly a Christian but on the same purpose to share Christ's love.
And you can call me Maddy
I have to admit, being a product of the 60-70's, I am very familiar with your story.
I wish I had a dollar for every junkie who would try to corner me to tell me how they used to be "strung out on drugs, but now I am strung out on The Lord" Most of them eventually found balance in their lives, but sadly many of them needed "something" in their lives and Jesus filled the void in their lives that they once satisfied with drugs.
If a guy who has a broken leg needs a crutch or is unable to walk I don't ridicule him for his use of a crutch, but guys with broken legs don't tell me to break my own leg just so I can experience the joy he experiences from using a crutch.
to take a endearing name and add BSC; but you already knew that didn't you?
Addiction is nothing more than a person self-medicating in a way that is harmful. People that drink normally have high anxiety. People that prefer speedy type drugs are usually ADD and use speed to focus. People that use cocaine are normally depressed and their brains don't make enough dopamine. People that use heroin are normally trying to kill physical and mental pain.
We are all fucked up GaGambler. Some go to and trust a doctor and some self-medicate.
Maddy
If nothing else, it's a great time with family and friends! 
I am sure if there was a god, he would have been happy for me. After all, God is omnipotent and created both golf and hookers, if he didn't want me to play with both he never should have created them.
I am still convinced God is a Pollack, look at how close the pussy is from the butthole, who else but a Pollack would put the snack bar right below the shitter?
was intelligent enough to keep the "shitter" sufficiently far enough away from another orifice; the mouth. Though, it probably could be argued, given what comes out of some peoples mouths, that could be difficult to tell!
the people that judge you for seeing hookers are the uptight. Poor things probably judge themselves by the same standards and live in guilt and shame.
my family is my everything! and my friends make life fun and worth living!